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The One That Got Away

*greetings* hello bloggerboss ! urgghh ! today is the end of holiday . f c u k ! i'm not ready lhaa . L O L . okee . stoppp ! i know it'll be like this . the first time i start it again . fool me . i already hope an opinion from my besties . but , i'm too obsessed about him . even i know his too young for me . i dont like young boyy ! damn it ! when the time comes to me . i already did . scared to lose my little sister . Amira Adila . i know someday u'll read this . i'm sorry for everything . i really didn't meant to make it so you get jealous from me . truely , i do love him . but , i really cant accept thats he is 15 . aarrggghh !~ even same old with me but different months born , i dont like . but this is unfair . why i have to get feeling like this . damn me ! i still remember the first time . on that day , i sid just for fun . a months ago . truely , i dont have any relationship with him . just TEMAN TAPI MESRA . that he call me ' panda ' just for fun . he is ' teddy ' for me . he said , he wants to be mine . not for now . as soon as he can . he says again , he wants me to wait up him until holiday november . love me ? what the hell . why should i ? he's not the one i really love . he hope to see me , meet me , shake hands , problems ? haha ! kbuayy ! not ready for school , damn !